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Tuesday, September 28th, 2004
7:57 am
I am past all exhaustion at the moment. I really don't know why I'm so tired lately, but I wish I could take some sleeping pills and just sleep and dream the day away...

current mood: exhausted

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Friday, September 24th, 2004
10:46 pm - Yay....
Maybe this next hurricane will blow Florida away.

current mood: full

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Tuesday, September 21st, 2004
7:58 am
Jeezus, I am bad when it comes to updating this journal. I do like an entry a month...and the one entry is always pointless too. I should make a meaningful entry...something that will tide everyone over until probably the next month that I feel like updating...


...I want some ham. ;/





There, happy? ^_^

current mood: cold

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Wednesday, September 1st, 2004
9:49 pm
I hate the outdoors...I HATE mosquitos...*itches mosquito bites*
There is a hurricane coming and school has been canceled for tomorrow and Friday...and since Monday is Labor Day, that's a five day weekend, if we survive, lol. I hope the school blows away, the old piece of shit. But anyway...I have to work tomorrow through Sunday...I think I might take off because the store's will be more than somewhat chaotic and I cannot stand chaos and mountains of people in a small space. I'll get frantic. So most likely I shall work tomorrow so I can get my check. And yeah...another pointless entry....

current mood: ITCHY!

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Monday, August 30th, 2004
8:11 am
I'm in a surprisingly good mood today...I don't know if it's because I took sleeping pills and actually had a good night's sleep last night or what. But, it's nice to not feel like I want to jump infront of a train ;D
But yeah, anyway...I have a shitload of projects to complete which I will start today..and besides that, I think my week will be uneventful as always...I guess I like it that way...

current mood: cheerful

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Friday, August 27th, 2004
7:50 am
I've decided that instead of bitching, I will do something with my life that is worth waking up every morning for...Because if I don't do something soon, I will go insane.

current mood: exhausted

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Wednesday, August 25th, 2004
8:18 am
I think I know a solution to my problem...I need to get the fuck out of Florida.

current mood: cranky

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8:07 am
This will be a depressing entry...sorry for that. There seems to be nothing to right about my life that is a bit happy.
I've been missing a lot of school lately for the simple fact that I cannot stand even being here and seeing those mindless brainwashed faces of my supposed peers. I can't stand going to a place where I feel like I'm not learning a single thing and this is not even benefiting me in any way. I'm feeling like it's not even worth it anymore and I hate that feeling. After doing the same routine for almost all of my life, I actually feel like giving up and wish I had no dreams to do anything significant with my life. *sigh* It's so sad...I'm so void of emotion. I can't even seem to hide my feelings like I used to oh so well...burying them deep inside me and becoming any empty smiling shell of myself that only others see as a person who is happy with her life. But what's the use in giving up now? There is none...so I suppose I must just grin and bare it as I have done for the past few years. I don't even know what else to say...
Ah, now I remember why I made a livejournal...to bitch...How wonderful...

current mood: blank

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Monday, August 16th, 2004
11:34 pm
Oh wow, I haven't updated this thing in ages...I kind of forgot I had it, lol. I'm more attached to my deadjournal so if any of you have a DJ, add me on that. Anyway...not too much has been happening in my oh so exciting life *insert sarcasm*. I have a job now...I'm back in school, which I truly wish I wasn't. I loved just sitting on my ass and not having to worry about bullshit everyday. It was such a break from my normal rountine...if only I had a few more weeks to enjoy it. But yeah, anyway...I have nothing else to really say. I will try to update this more then I have been doing since I'm going to school and might actually have something to rant about.

current mood: exhausted

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Friday, July 2nd, 2004
11:04 pm
I'm tired...bored...in need of a job and lonely...
And it seems like I'm doing absouletly nothing with my summer. I really need to do the things that I could never do during school like write my book =(

current mood: cold

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Monday, June 21st, 2004
12:12 am - Oh my...
I haven't updated in a long while, mostly because I have been moving and it's taken up most of my time. I'm finally now in my new house and I really do adore it, even though I hope this will be our last move for a long time...I'm quite sick of moving. But, my mother seems to be happier, which is lovely, even though she's been bitching at me a lot lately and I'm trying to refrain from the urge to push her down the stairs, but otherwise, life is good.
Tomorrow I plan to venture out of my house for the first two in a week or so. I haven't hung out with my friends in a while and I suppose it's time to. After that, I'm coming home and going to sleep since sleep is fun <3
I need to start job hunting as well, it would be nice if I had money when I needed it ;/
Also, I want to start back on my writing...I need something to relax me, I seem so very tense these days...

current mood: awake

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Monday, June 14th, 2004
10:49 am
Well...I'm moving again, but not out of the city as I had hoped...actually further in it ;/
I'm happy that I'm moving and somewhat melancholy because I'm not going to be living with my sister anymore and her roommate, as well as my mom. We were such a little happy family. It's just going to be me and my mother again like it used to. *shrugs*
Besides that, summer has been just normal...I haven't really gone anywhere. I haven't been feeling like being around people, but I think I might be venturing out of my house today...Gah
I despise moving ;

current mood: blank

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Thursday, June 10th, 2004
6:35 pm
Today was offically the last day of school and I couldn't be happier. I couldn't believe that some people were actually sad, I was trying to stop myself from jumping from joy. The only thing that dampened my mood was the fact that a good friend of mine attempted suicide the night before. We took her to the guidance office because she said she needed someone to talk to (an adult) and I haven't seen her since this morning...and I don't think I shall ever see her again since she is moving sometime over the weekend...*sigh*
My mother is talking about moving again and she wants me to choose what city and school I want to go to. I love her for that. I think she finally realizes how shitty the city we live in has become and finally wants to get away...That's another thing for me to be happy about.
I suppose my life has brightened up a bit...I still feel a little awkward, but maybe with the summer now here, I will have a chance to just relax.

current mood: calm

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Monday, June 7th, 2004
10:33 pm - I Don't Know...
I don't feel much like myself anymore. I'm devoid of emotions and lacking in energy. I honestly don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe I need some vitamins, heh...or maybe I need to get away for a little while and expierence some form of change in my routine. If only I could pack up and just drive away somewhere but there is no where to go...No where...
I feel as though I need someone to talk to who can understand me. Maybe it just pure lonlieness that's plauging me and causing my lack of interest in things that I used to find so amusing.
I don't know, I'm so confused at the moment...

current mood: confused

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Sunday, June 6th, 2004
2:52 pm - Hmm...
Ooo, my first entry...how...exciting? ;/
Well, I made this journal mostly to talk (and complain) about my life and voice my thoughts, while in contrast...my deadjournal is about the day to day happenings of my life. Too bad I have nothing on my mind right now, heh, so I suppose later on I will have something interesting to say.
Oh goodie.

current mood: blah

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